Honestly now

These are the people I miss. I'm too sweet right? (: And no, I don't miss Stupid Rachel cos I'll see her later! :D

I pretend to like you.

What's distracting during lectures?

WELL WE ALL KNOW WHAT IT IS FOR A CERTAIN SOMEONE.

For me, by and large I'd have to say Veins. That was like way back in the first week which honestly really does feel like a long time ago, and I still remember precisely how off I was.

ASSIGNED SEATS SUCK BIG TIME. But Aqidah is nice, she lends me her highlighters when mine runs out and woohoooooo Fiona has raisins for that Brain Boost. Hahah. Plus, I like to kick Lionel's or Patson's chair when I'm bored.

Anyway, days have been unbelievable. Good and Bad unbelievable. But unbelievable nonetheless. So many things to mention, really. But I cant! Need sleep. And some privacy too. Hahah. 'Then why have a blog?!', says Loyal Reader. Well, you shut up, Know-It-All. (:

So many things going on, sometimes even I feel like I can't keep up. Not talking about studies only, mind you.

Class outing today with like about half the class only, hahah. But still, it was good. Did Seoul Garden for lunch which totalled up to an amazing 175+. Money collection was pretty funny. Imagine, me, a b3 EM, c5 AM person counting all that money. :/

We ended up staying put for like a really long time, playing Squeeze Murderer even! Talked a lot, laughed a lot too, especially the table with BOTH Claudia AND Lionel, shared (racist) jokes cos we're all lovely openminded people, and nice shit like that. Heh.

I Heart 1A01.

***

We've got complicated things going on here. REALLY. I MUST AND WILL STOP. Eh Patson, slap me if I fail okay.

PICTURES!!! I KNOW YOU LOVE IT.

Girls of 1A01

AGAIN. Girls of A01. :P

(:

This is one is not just love, it's much love. (:

The Bored Kids of A01.

Here's to funky eyebags! The lastest trend of the season, don't you know? And just for the record, I HATE the word "cute". Seriously. What's up with that?! Still befuddled, and will remain so, thank you. Can and will never understand. Sigh. *shakes head

OMF

Ok, so I THINK we're done with all that researching crap. Jason, Shirlene and I met online at about 1045PM. Yeah, it's due tmr. We're too cool.

Second. I need to STOP procrastinating. I mean, gee, I had so much free time yesterday! What with the BFFAE ditching me. ): I still have tons of work to do. And the point of me dropping by my blogger account for five minutes was to NOT think abt all I've left to do. Gosh. Backfiring or what.

Dont think I'll be getting much sleep tonight.

Note to self : The next time you procrastinate and waste away a whole day, I'll take away not 1, but 2 pairs of shoes. I WILL BAD HUDA. WATCH ME. Love, Good Huda

Baggage

Because of yesterday, I decided to browse through my folders, to find those files. You know, get them skeletons out to dust. Thing is, I put them under such random names, I myself forgot where they're stored. After some serious searching, I found them 5 long minutes later.

I was reading what I wrote back then. Wow. Now, that I'm kind of seeing it all in a distanced sort of way, it seems pathetic. That sense of helplessness and at the same time, that insane burning hope. Coupled with unexpected twists, gosh. Talk about soap opera gone real.

Anyway, the interesting part, is while reading all that, I had Windows Media Player on shuffle mode, and whaddya know. The song that started playing was impeccable. Really.

I'm not finished. Since it's a whole series type of thing, it sort of came in chapters. Sort of. So while reading the next "chapter", so to speak, the next song that came on was faultless too. It's friggin apt. It's as if God wanted me to feel those emotions and feel it thoroughly.

I have to say, it definitely is interesting to read back and see how far you've come from all of that, all of that lameness. Hahah, just consoling myself here. Maybe it's precisely that lameness that makes it human?

Ok enough. Enough of this semi-emo business. It's really quite fatal. (:

The 3 ladders

Today, was something I'd like to call a bonding session. What was supposed to be merely an impromptu late lunch/friggin early dinner turned out to be a pretty cool get-to-know-you-a-lot-more session.

The whole bunch of us, 9 to be precise, attacked KFC and had a ball of a time opening up and discussing prevalent issues among us young people. Really lah, lie for what. We had comical James telling us his long tale. Tell you guys something, here's another SUPER long winded person. Everyone present just now can totally second that ok.

Laughed a whole lot too lah. Gosh. Hahah. OMG. Today. During lectures. Something dumb always seem to be happening to the PEOPLE around me, either that or crazy classmates making me laugh. HAMBUGLES. That one, my sides were hurting pretty bad. HAMBUGLES. HAHAH.

Anyway, I thought the "session" was a very awwh so touching kinda thing, cos everyone was participating in the conversation! Imagine that! All 9 of us. Even JOEL the person who's usually bo chap, whatever, "just kill him, so he'll have to shut up", "aiyah I'm just voting with the majority" during Polar Bear sessions! Cos usually, it's like a big group then the few big mouths will be the ones talking right? (ME. HAHAH) But it wasnt really that way just now.

Although Tabby cant come cos of soccer and Shirlene's spoilt ie dad's picking her up (I kid, I kid), I liked it a lot. We should have more of this. Cos I think we got to see most of us in a different light. It IS nice to know you're not alone. (:

Continued sharing in the bus on the way home, sitting beside a Stalin lookalike which was pretty effing funny.

I've a feeling the next 2, 1 1/2 years with them is gna be bloody great.

Also, will get to meet lovely people I'm missing, tmr! Yay.

Now, I need my healthy dose of tv, which has been sorely lacking this past week (it IS madness and tiring shit) and then I'm gna treat myself to a 10 hr+ sleep. Goodnight, and have the time of your life.

Of crazily rushed practices, insane nerves,

meeting nice new people,

and getting way too high after the performance. (:

Right after the show! Like, we just got out of the backstage. Hahah.

The first one's a preshow shot and the rest postshow. Never has it been that smooth before, and thank goodness it was the REAL thing. Heh. Samuel is always doing something weird. The Terrific Ten. :D

***

Ok, here's to more researching. :/ So suay lah ok. We thought doing the political aspect would be easy. HOW WRONG. I keep on coming acrss "economical" which is so wtf, we should have done that. Boo.

One last thing, Bitchy Boys are pretty cool. Right Lionel? We are SO rubbing off on Pat's Son Patson, please. :D And Tabs (hahah), I TOLD YOU IT'D BE A SHOCKER.

Polar Bear sessions are too cool okay

Hello hello, everything's good, thank you. Better than good. Modulus AO, hahah aka class is kicking ass. Big time. I'm excited about the uniform. Although nobody (and when I say nobody, I mean NOBODY) can beat Cedar's uniform, change is belli belli good. Yes. It is.

It's raining goats and cows! Thank God for lovely sleep inducing weather. No more lying in bed for hours before I actually do fall asleep. Too many thought provoking thingys to ponder about lah. Heh.

Also found a SHORTER ROUTE home. Woohoo. I too think, that I've been Productive GaLz tonight. Goody.

ECSTATIC

FUCKING HELL I GOT IT. HAHAHAHAHAHA. YESSSSSSSSSSSSSS!

See, it was fate that I remained online despite claiming to be off watching tv (which was what I had in mind really, but my butt seemed to be glued stuck on this seat commenting on 3 special people on MySpace, hahaha) and logging off from MSN.

YESSSSSSSSAAAAAAAA. Bloody happy, and I'm not even sure why I'm THAT happy. Hahaha. I can sleep in peace now. Yay.

Wait, I DID mention I got in right?! Hahah. Damn annoying, but too bad.

If I wasnt this happy, I'd have been not so happy about the fact that the email only came in at like 10pm when it was supposed to be 630pm right!

Ok, happy bananas. YAY. Shirlene called me! "You're the first name some more! YOU GOT IT!!!!" and then I just screamed and screamed and screamed. AND SCREAMED. Heh.

I think it has a lot to do with like the suspense, so the RELIEF was just woooo! Hahah.

Oh and yes, she's in too! So's Mr Low Voice Calvin!!!! :D

WOOHOOOOO! YEEEHOOOOO! WOOHOOOO! YEEEHOOO!

*to be sung the way Gwen Stefani/Akon did in The Sweet Escape

K, for real now. TV BABEH. COME TO MOMMY. :D

Disgustingly perky songs are IT!

Ugh. Panicking unnecessarily. :/

Anyway, first day was A-OK cos we had a four hour break which was so wth, yay I likey. Liking my class more and more so woohoo. Crazy GP teacher called on Tabitha because WE were laughing at something stupid HUDA did. Damn, I felt so bad.

Hurhur. Slacking around in the canteen got us so high. Man, that was funny. One after the other, we'd do something dumb.

*in the midst of some full on Band Name Translation
Natt: MUSA!!!
Huda: Right. Isnt that like an animal. (damn confident sia)
Natt: Animal?!
Huda: Yah. Animal. Musa.

I kinda got ignored cos the 3 of them are mean like that hahah or maybe they were all lost, couldnt get what I was saying so they continued about with the translation of bands names to Malay which was started by dear Maryam in my LJ, and things got out of hand cos that was all we could do for like a full 15 minutes. Hahah.

Then, if I'm not wrong, Alyya was it? That realised what was happening. Or maybe I realised it myself. Haha, fuzzy here.

Turns out, the animal, is RUSA. A deer. Not MUSA, a prophet.

My gosh. I hope my Malay improves. It has to.

Other than that, Ms Yow is nice. I think she thinks we're nice too. Hahah.

After getting what he wanted, James told Ms Yow, "Yah. Because I think you're sweet". Hahaha! It's ok if you dont get it, cos I just felt like mentioning that. 1A01 is pretty yay, really.

And you know what, I gush like nobody's business when I'm with Shirlene. I feel like such a girl. Heh. Also, I feel like going this Saturday! Go people, please please please. :D

Ok, my TV Diet is calling out to me. It needs to be fed. (: Have I also mentioned that the computer is evil? Cos it is. It's so so evil.

Scared.

Hello, New Life. Be gentle and kind with me okay? Although I know you won't. But well. Yeah. Be strong too, Huda. Thank you.

Come bitch, bring it on. (:

Where hath thou been?


I'm missing those days where we used to sit beside each other in class and just stone. Well, actually I do the stonning.. YOU just SLEEP.
-her testimonial to me, hahah

Fuuuyoooo so cool

The world's against me

Yes, I'm being dramatic. I have no one to drag over to Esplanade to get my preview of Sylvia Plath. GRRR.

So, a trip to the library it shall be. Gosh, the vast difference yeah? Esplanade VS Library. Also, on a 20% happy, 80% jealous note, tonighttt.

And btw, Koko is still in heat. She is incredibly, annoyingly noisy. So Maryam, be glad you dont own a female cat instead.

Well, at least I don't get to see her doing the Dirty Deed (MILOOOOO! YEAHHH) since she knows how to keep her hands paws to herself and not venture outside the house to satisfy her uh, needs. Like her mother. I've seen it thrice, and that, everyone, is three times too many. No more humping cats for me thank you.

Talk about false alarm! Panicked like a mad dog when my computer refused to let me log in to my hotmail account only to find out hours later, after watching Speed and fetching the brother, there was no news basically.

Anyway, by accident, I met Aniszah just now! Yay yay yay. Hahah.

Familiar?

Visuals galore

That night, it was this empty.

It was after all a weekday, and close to say, 11 I think? But having the whole stretch of road all to ourselves was pretty cool. So ok, we did have to share it with the occasional tourists, and some foreign workers here and there. But still. Talking was good. Fact, it always is with these two. (I'd say the same for the rest of OG, but Fairuz just stones and Beatrice just gets horny. I kid. Ok, not really. :D)

***

Then there was the night we did Wheelock all the way. That too, was a pretty great night, like in almost every sense. (: (OMGZ. WESTLIFE ON RADIO.)

Well to be honest, that period of time, about last week was a bad time to take sooooooo many pictures. :/ But aiyah, ok lah, taking pictures are still hella fun, and so's the company so vanity will just have to wait!

***

Today, it was kinda like time to say good bye to Bismarck1, which is fine, cos you know, we are still in the same school and everything so there's no need to get all sad and stuff, hahah. We can be going home partners still! (: (Eh Maryam, I think I'm quite the ridiculously perky person, so how ah.)

Maybe Clarabelle thought it'd be cute to swap the bottoms? heh.

Today, got to meet my CG! Must say though, never really expected it to go this well. Trust me, I did envision a terribly boring class with the worst kind of people. But then again, there was Shirlene and Crazy Cheryl to hang on to if it does turn out to be the Worst Case Scenario.

BUT. It wasnt! Hahah. Our Facil was cool too so I guess it just refuses to get bad, eh? Suppose you could kind of tell that it was all gna be fine when only in the first few minutes of the first ice breaker game and everyone's laughing pretty hard. I mean really, how can you not laugh when you've got a guy who screams like a girl!?!?

The strange thing is, I've noticed these people before. Most of them at least. As in, yeah you're thinking "duh. same school." But it's a different kind of notice. It's like you know, the people that somehow, caught your eye whether it's pretty hair, varnished nails, Loud Laughter, warm smile.. just something.

It's interesting in that good strange way, that most of these people ended up being in my class! I'm so psychic.

We are the Bolehs. The mighty mighty Bolehs. I like my class. So far, at least.

And ooh! our CG teacher is nice too. And man, the coindence, she was one of the teachers who auditioned me. :/ Learnt that she teaches Lit.

Which of course, got me to totally flip out cos I start thinking of my whole audition, my pronunciation, my sentence structure, whatever grammatical errors I may have made and everything else Language related. It's like. Mrs Foo interviewing you. That'd be quite scary no? Think of all those red crosses she's giving you in her head! Eeee, dont wna imagine. Actually already did. Ok, nevermind.

Toes crossed for me kay? Many thanks.

/edit

Upon knowing that fact, I got so pissed off it's not even funny. It was meant to be mine and only mine. Sigh. We'll see.

Also, thanks ah Fairuz. I still do feel quite abandoned you know. And your Tabitha is in my CG!

One last thing, Dear Friends whom I've not met in quite some time, (Rach, Dirah, Siti, Lock, Niz etc) meet soon kay? I dont wna be liable for ditching old friends. Hahah. So here's a beeeeeg fat virtual MSN kiss to all of you! Ok, no wait. How about virtual balloons with kisses all over as well?

Damn it, I'm too great a friend.

1A01!

Ok, so recall Nuzie's birthday party? Hahah, well here are the pictures!

Anyway, Koko is really sexually frustrated since there's no one to mate with. Also, 1A01, helloooooooo. Maryam, Natt and I are all in different classes! Well, I've stil got others I know so phewww. Tmr's gna be like first day all over again. Sort of.

Oooh! And ytd's auditions! The waiting part was such a killer. But met more people whilst waiting. Interesting. (: I swear I almost shitted in my skirt.

Today! Econs, came in late by TWO minutes, the clock read 9:02 and already the lecturer sounded so pissed off. Like seriously, get help.

I love to kiss&sniff my cats right after I've given them a bath and they're all dry and fluffed up. Speaking of hair, the new Herbal Essescence (sp?) ad's so cute. Heh.

I am starting to freak out a bit. About everything. Freaking out good and freaking out bad.

Ok talking to Rachel now. Byeeeeeee!

Yet again? HAHA

I'm getting THAT feeling again. I can't describe it, few people really know how unhealthy it pretty much is.

So basically, I found out not one, but TWO things on Sat. Both kinda made me feel like banging my head on the wall for being so -. But then, I learnt more abt Thing A and I feel better. DONT EVEN LET ME GET TO THING B COS I'LL JUST BLOW, possibly like Peter Petrelli. Bitchhh.

(Edit)
Actually I found out a lot of things on Saturday. Girl talks are needed every once in a while. (:

Also, school has been pretty alright :). But man, I totally underestimated the time it'd take for me to get to school! Since today would the first time I take public transport to school. I'm not spoilt, I go home myself every day ok.

Anyway, back to the story. The fact that I'm still watchless and phoneless is super scaryyy. I practically pissed myself in the bus in complete anxiety, wondering whether I'll be late or not. Yes, little things worry me a lot. I mean really, my FIRST lecture and I'm gna be late!? But then I met Kathrine who was late too! Turns out she was waiting for Charmaine who lost her way or something so they were later than me! Haha.

But all's cool. For Econs, sat beside liquid paper/ruler borrowing Marist and this IJ girl. It was something. Sitting there with two strangers. It has this. Serious atmosphere. Which I kinda liked actually.

Then had H1 Maths which was pretty wtf, come again?! Oooh, the dude was going at this crazy speed. AND I TOOK AMATHS OK. But I had Shirlene beside me so it was still alright I guess. Good luck man Fairuz with H2.

ANYWAY. THE small DRAMA.

S: Hey, so you're up for the interview later today right!
H: *stares blankly* Um. WHAT. INTERVIEW.
S: The Pre U Sem? Your name's on the board. For today.
H: Again, WHAT INTERVIEW and WHAT BOARD!?

It so happened, that Mr Ang sent a msg through SMS about the interview for the Pre U Sem. But yeah. I HAVE NO PHONE. And I was in for the interview at 4!!!!! I felt so panicky. I quickly scanned the list of topics and thought "there is no way, I can write a good one in about and hour and even imagine I'd get it".

So we hatched a plan. After Maths lecture, we rushed to the staff room, NO MR ANG. I wanted to cry! Talked to another teacher who made things look bleak. Bad negative person. Bad bad bad. ):

BUT. I managed to find Mr Ang who's now my hero lah ok. He was really nice. I mean, yeah so I was really pleading with him.

"Pls. Mr Ang, PLEASEEEEE. I'll be the FIRST person tmr. PLEASEEEEEEEEEEE. *hopefully what looked like puppy dog expression, HAHA*"

YESA. He agreed, set up the time, settled some admin stuff, and yup. So now, I need to bathe and get to it already!

Oh, and did I mention that my weekend was pretty great? (: Like Nicole Richie great. HAHAH.

Hahah, hello everybody. Huda has succumbed. Well not exactly, but yeah. Those of you who have LJs do add me okay? Username: fakeprada. Heh. I'll add you back! And! As a bonus for being such a good mouse, I'll even write a friend's only entry every now and then! How's that sound? :D

Anyway, am gna be late. As fucking usual. ): But I'm gna get a treat so yay. Other than that, here are some pictures taken ytd. More to come soon!



THIS right here, is Bismarck 1 and I demand you to give them a BIG BIG wave. :D

Maryam, me, Natt (:

Kathrine, Sharatul, Maryam, Natt, me!

Oh, and dont worry you loyal as hell readers, I'm not shifting okay. Now you can turn that frown upside down! Hahah.

Fusion Night you hot stuff you're fun like WHOA!

IT WAS SUCH A HIGH OKAY. Everything. The whole day lah ok. DAMN HIGH. I mean come on, when everyone's "personal message" is raving about how great Bismarck 1 is, or ranting about the hot hot heat cheers, that has GOT to be some kind of indication! :D

It was simply mad, loved it. More updates another day. Tired, need sleep. :D

IZZY, NATT, and OG PERSON WHO TOOK PICTURES, quick send the pics! Ahhhhhh. :D

Since it's a :D after every para, let's end it with a huge ass one!

:D

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Hello all. Huda is Happy. Yes she is. Shocking right. Anyway, today met a whole group of new people (we were forced). But hey, it's okay. (: Tomorrow night will rock and we will win! Yes okay we will.

There was this once, in the hall and the three of us, Cheryl, Natt and myself got damn high and man... It was the closest thing to feeling like a Cedarian again okay. I know I keep talking about the past which. Well should be the past! But all's cool yall.

Ahaha! And mass dance! Simple yet damn fun lah. (I say simple right, but I can't exactly catch the whole thing either cos I kept laughing!) I did it with this Barker Boy (his name is harddd to rmb) and it was damn funny lah. Like he couldnt coordinate or something. Kept on laughing so hard! Stomach pain, aye. Even Vanessa who did it with us (OGL) couldn't stop laughing. Silly boys. They have bad hand-eye coordination! LOL.

Huda too, bruised her thighs herself. Like during the meet up thing after we were dismissed. Without realising it. More dumbass moments, I know. Also, I'm breaking out all over the place. Must be the lack of sleep. :/

And yes, I'm sorry everyone who've been trying to contact me! Sorry sorry!

Today in school (I like saying that do you realise? The whole I'm in school, I'm schooling, I'm a JC student thing. Hahah.), I found myself to be handicapped. Phoneless and walletless which means moneyless which means borrowing money from Natt (and thank you nice Jonathan who offered (: ) which also means I couldn't get the package thing today. Boo.

Long story but yah. YOU! CANT! CONTACT! ME! NEH NEH NEH POO POO!

Left for home at like 630 I think, (am watchless too btw) with Shirlene and Hamka, I always call him Hakma like Su the other time; Suhaila instead of Sulaiha. Hahah.

Dirah and J! So sorry okay that I can't go to your YJ Jam&Hop thing. ): Cos SR's having this Fusion Night tmr too! Sorry babes!

Ok, need sleep. Nowwww. Night! I like SR. Simply said, it grows on you lah huh. (:

She is right till proven wrong

When we entered the school compound:

H: "Omg Ma, Pa, this is shitty. LOOOK at the uniform."
*laughter from the folks*
H: "IT'S NOT FUNNY. I'll melt in three seconds when I enter the school. Because it's soo repulsive. I will MELT."
*more laughter*
H: "AYE. Stop laughing already. ): Omg, Ma. How."
M: You'll be fine! Stop worrying. It wont be that bad.
H: "MA HAVE YOU SEEN THIS PLACE?! IT'S OLD AND UGLY."
*laughs*
P: It will be okay. See you later darling girl.
H: *grunts something*
M: It will be okay. Really. Trust us. Call me when you get back home and tell me how it went.
H: *grunts something*
When the door's almost shut
M: Good luck on your first day of school!!!


When I met Fairuz, it went something like this:

F: I'm still fucking upset about this. I'm not talking to anybody.
H: ME TOO LAH OK. This is disgusting.
F:Like so many fucking people came up to me to ask whether I checked the board. I ignored them.
H: Huh. *approaching the hall* Welcome to the freakin' hellhole.


I was proved wrong. In this instance, I'm glad I was. I walked into the hall, and this pretty girl smiled warmly at me, so I smiled back and sat down. Thinking to myself "Ok, not bad. This is a good start. God help me please." That girl is New Friend Nat by the way. And would you believe it, we found something common to bitch about in like. Fifteen minutes I think. Haha.

The principal was rather cool actually! Hahah, he's funny. I like him. I think it's quite important to like your princapals! "You are from Super RJC!" So maybe he's said to all the past cohorts? Haha. But he's okay. Nice enough.

I made more new friends. Yay. Oooh! And Jonathan from Maris NP is in my OG! Hahah. It's interesting to see people from NP in a non-NP light.

My OG's pretty cool actually. I mean, sure I cant really remember half their names (ok, maybe a third, I'm not that bad.), but they seem alright. I'm honestly rethinking about appealing into TP. Or both TP/CJ.

Got to know more of them better in class where we met our.. I dont know what really. OG teachers? Or smth lah. These two teachers. The guy seems kinda anal yet cool.. And the lady! I'm telling you, it's like an almost gurantee that most nasal teachers teach Geography. Lol.

Then yadayadayada the usual stuff I guess. The subject briefings from the teachers! Thankfully, the teachers that teach the subjects I'm thinking of taking seemed cool enough. Really, the last thing I want is to be cooped up in a room listening to Nasal Teachers.

Generally I think the teachers are okay lah. Those that I've met anyway. I kinda had the impression that the teachers will all have this monotone and the dead boring kind. Dont ask me why I had such bad impressions of SR. Blame Cedar lah. Heh.

Talk with new friends almost always start off the same. What did you get for O's/subjects you intend to take/staying here?/where were you first 3 months etc. But it usually branches off to other stuff so goody.

I'm pretty glad that most of my OG people can actually carry off conversations. Not the kind of you ask a question and they'll stare at you thinking "My God. Alien, anybody?! WHY. IS. SHE. TALKING. TO. ME.".

Also turns out, that most of them are gna be taking the same subject combi as me! Hahah. Cool okay.

I need to go sleep now. Today was like the first time, in 3 months I had to wake up so mother early FOR SCHOOL. (to be read in a happyhyper tone)

Bu really lah. I was like excited, BUMMED, excited, BUMMED about school the past 3/4 days. But it's okay. (:

Bismarck is quite (: too actually.

K, now I need to go get some sleep. Nights.

Huh?! What litebarb?

Fucking shit.

/edit

And you know what. I'm disappointed you didnt try to. Terribly terribly disappointed. Even at times like this!? Ok, that's way too much. And for everyone who cursed me into getting the shit, well I got the shit alright. Thanks for nothing.

I sound bitter? Well fucking hell, I am ok. Ugh, Meredith Grey you better do a good job drowning it all out. This is too fucked up. I hate it. I hate this.

OMGOMGOMG

Me=Mess

VERY VERY ANXIOUS OMG HELP.

The Eighth Sin

One ugly trait - being calculative. I mean really. There's only so much you can push. It's not attractive. It is not. It is however annoying and pissing me off. Would you like a list? Do you? I sure as hell can give you a list ok, don't get me started.

Then again, The Balance comes into mind.

I miss the Blues and the Greys


As misleading as that photo is, I still love it. Because I was wearing my uniform again. I got to remember everything, know what it's like donning it on, 'living' as a Cedarian. I miss everything about it. Even the gross facts like how for one, I was pretty much a loser with no post; definitely not a high flyer. You know, just one of those metals that tarnished the fastest.

Or how I mega-crushed on my Lit teacher (Hello Mr Sng if you're reading this, yeah, nothing abnormal huh, just a day in the life of The Lit Teacher everyone's talking about. Gosh I hope someone does some major ego-bruising to make up for all of it! HAHA.)

Or how there was perpetually Drama left right up down. Either in class, or CCA or friends, or even teachers! Heh.

Or how spirited everyone was!

Be Yourself Day 2005. Honestly, I don't think I've ever met a bunch of people as passionate (or nuts, depending on which angle you're looking at, lol) as the ones I've met in Cedar.

Or how bitchy everyone can get. It's like Bitchy 101. (or slutty but let's not go there)But I did meet friends, just friends but still friends. I had a lovely class for the second half of my four year stint there.

As a matter of fact, I do miss that dreadful yellow too. And ugh, those jogging days and the whole level cheering together whenever they annouce that jogging's cancelled due to the rain. Yes, we all happen to cheer the same way/thing. It's like you'll hear one voice. The "wooooooh"s and "hahaha"s are indeed synchronised! Recall courtyard days when something funny happens during morning assembly? (:

Oooh and courtyard! *points above* Very possibly the first time I spoke in front of such a large crowd! (ie Whole School, Wednesday Reflections)

Of course, there was Delphinus! Dear dear Delphinus! (A lot of drama can be credited to this CCA, thank you!) Dancing in the moonlight was THE BOMB ok.

This is also Squadmate Dina who was such an idiot for wearing the same necklace I was on Prom Night! And gold too! Why couldn't you get it in silver huh! She likes to blog for other people and is also known as Invisible Girl. (:



And my class!

I'm telling you 4C is like the mass gathering for Maths/Science haters. Hear us groan and you'll be blown away and really question why on earth do such things exist and join along with our groaning cos we completely won you over, and then BOOM, hello there new member of Maths/Science Hate Club!

(Possibly exaggerating here but oh well)

We were also Master Manipulators. How we'd get Mrs Foo to postpone those timed assignments even though English/Lit/Anything unmath/science are like THE periods we count down to. We pretty much do kinda get our way with other teachers too actually!

Though thinking back, they probably had no energy to disagree.

"But Mr/Mrs X, what is the point of XXXXXX?! Will we REALLY use it in the future?! Honestly. It's not like we'll be Mathematicians/Scientists!" or "But we're not in the mood!!! We JUST had TWO periods of Maths and a period of Physics, we NEED a break!" or "Come on Mrs/Mr XXXXX we can do it tomorrow and we'll do a good job! See, if we do it now right, we'll hand in low quality work!" or "Ooooh yay! English now!" or "Ok yes! We've got recess before Amaths period so we've got time to copy homework, don't need to rush in the morning."

As well as the planning when to copy the day before it's due to see whether you'll have to come early or do it during recess/reading.

Man, gotta love those days.

Then there are of course the downsides. I got louder, bitchier, and let's not get to my grasp of the second language!

I'd like to continue, but then there's this AMAZING website Taufiq recommended me the other day. Two words. I'm hooked. So yes, till the next entry. (:

Here's a lovely picture of my school taken on a very lovely morning! (the morning of our last paper which was lameass MCQ for Comb Phy/Chem)

You can take the girl out of Cedar, but you sure as hell can't take the Cedar out of the girl. :D

Ok gotta make this real quick cos fam's leaving for that freakin air force open house which they're really bugging me to sign up for. Please dont ask. I am just one upset galz. But I suppose it's okay since it'll be like a secured job thing? :/

Anyway, yesterday! All turned out to be pretty okay actually! Haha. So met Almaas at City Hall, Niz ditched ME but that's ok I still love her. And yes... Almaas. That Almaas, hahah. Also dont probe any further kthx.

After lunch at Thai Express, did a movie; Pursuit of Happyness which was touching, yes but really slow sia. I kinda did doze off.

So, because I left the house at like 1030 to do some Solo Shopping and also so I won't end up late and lose my four bucks (HAHA WHICH YOU FORGOT IN THE END. LOSER.) I had all these things inside my bag by the end of the day!

1. wallet
2. bag strap
3. shoes
4. slippers
5. TONS of receipts
6. a top
7. earrings
8. necklaces
9. The Zahir

Ok, that's all I can remember, haha. I cant be bothered to go check what else is in there. Mother's yelling at the brother to wear his shoes, so it means she'll.. 3 2 1. Yes she just yelled for me to get out of the study. See ya!

Daddy O

I got really riled up just now. My dad was just going on and on and on and I'm thinking "omfgwtfplsshutupthanks" after trying (and failing cos my dad ALWAYS has the last word, not unlike me, the genes k) to talk back which is rude and making reasonable suggestions which he didnt even hear I bet you.

I'm telling you these days, I think it really truly is the first time I realise what pressure from the folks is.

So yeah, in the end I decided that shutting up is for the best. Mind you the father just got encouraged cos he probably thought he was right and was making his point clear (which he wasnt. at all.) so he rattled on.

I was on the brink of losing it.

And then the amazing happened. A nice song came on, and my dad is just one who CANNOT not sing a song he fancies, so he stopped the bullshit and sang along with the radio.

Even more amazingly, the both of us just dropped it altogether. He stopped talking crap and I stopped thinking crap. From the song we progressed on to talking about other things. Two things the both of us can talk about without going at each other's throats - songs&cars.

If anything, I'd say my family's all about the drama. We keep things passionate, I guess. Which is better than nothing, yea?

It was interesting to say the least. Saved by George Michael and that Merc with the hazard light on the side mirror too.

I am blogging veryyy often

because.. oh why do you care!

Anyway, Shoe A hurts my right papa toe sooo baddd. And Shoe B hurts my left second last toe. Shoe C hurts the back of my right foot. And the others hurt other places. Why so weird one.

They should all just hurt at the same spot so I won't end up with several ugly scars cos then I'd need to get the fade cream and my mother will be all "it's not $2 you know. you cant get one each time you want it". Also when I'm doing foot therapy it will all heal together and I can start this (bad) habit all over again and be happy cos I like it when my feet looks good.

(Ok, if you're not Niz you wont know what foot therapy means so I'll tell you. It means I wear flats/slippers for a certain period of time regardless of the occasion. Could even be a wedding you know.. Shhh)

I think that Milo is sooooo hawt. (Like in last week's ep where he got real real real no shit real mad at Isaac; Meesterr Eee sakk Mandezz, lol, Hiro=soft toy=cute)

But here's the problem. The hair is just a bit weird. No not Hiro, Peter. A bit only. But I am curious. So very curious. What's the deal?! Chad's hair this season is like bleh, James' too and now Milo?! It's as if they don't know 'Firing' exists. Like dude, fire the hairstylist. Nowww.

Yes another one coming right at cha!

In five words, explain what ended your last friendship?
Drama, drama, and more drama?

How was your prom night?
It was fun, lots of dancing and getting tired and flopping about on stage cos of the exhaustion and then more dancing and more flopping about, but this time not on stage, hahah.

Do you have any famous relatives?
Hmm. Najip Ali? Which is my mum's sister's husband's younger brother.

Have you taken out loans to pay for college?
Well, no.

What did you receive last in the mail?
Some Crabtree&Evelyn thing and I didn't realise what I was in for when I filled out that lucky draw that one time I bought something there.

What beverages have you drank today?
Coffee, water, cranberry, lemon tea, more coffee. I pee a lot.

Do you leave nasty messages on people's answering machines?
Not really. I mean I usually just hang up. Unless of course I don't hang up fast enough, then yeah that'd be some cursing cos I hate it when people don't pick up! (Even though I do that sometimes but that's different!)

What's the most painful surgical procedure you've had done?
Okayyy. Not that this will answer the question exactly but.. I was six and my mum brought me to this dentist at Somerset and it was soooo mother painful. Maybe that's why I have nice teeth now huh.

What is out your back door?
I don't have a back door.

Do you usually go out on the weekends?
I suppose so. But you know, during the weekdays too. Hahah.

Do you like what the ocean does to your hair?
Um. Never took notice.

Have you ever visited a planetarium or do you even know what one is?
Huh what.

What is your favorite flavor of pudding?
I like the bread pudding my aunt makes.

Describe your keychains:
Ehh. I don't use keychains, gosh random. Ok, I've got a key and half a key attached together with my house keys. No, I don't know what they're for.

Where do you keep your change?
In the change section of my wallet, my front right pocket of my jeans, and of course in most of my bags. Hahah. Don't pretend you don't find taking out your wallet just to put back coins irritating.

When was the last time you got up and spoke in front of a large crowd?
Ehh. I can't remember. Does shouting "WILL YOU PLEASE STOP PUSHING, MY GOD, GET ANY LAMER" to disgusting people squeezing me to death on the mrt during the eve of Chinese New Year count?

What kind of winter coat do you have?
No winter. Therefore, no winter coat.

What was the weather like on your graduation day?
I don't really remember. I mean seriously. You're graduating and the thing you want to "photograph" to store in your memory forever is the weather?!

Do you sleep with the door to your bedroom open or closed?
Open. Unless there's someone else on the bed or in the room with me. To hell with the 'better have your doors closed in case of fire' thing ok.

Is there anything purple within 20 feet of you?
Hm. The dictionary which is purpleish blue/blueish purple.

What is the strangest thing you've put in the microwave?
Hahah, 7-11's. I didn't take out some plastic thing. Which is more dumb than strange.

Can you speak any Japanese?
Uh. Konichiwa, arigato, kawaii and Hiro Nakamura! Hahah.

Do you look good in the color yellow?
Well I have yellow clothes.

Do you spit or smoke?
Unless spitting out toothpaste counts.

What is(are) your favorite color(s)?
Red, purple.

Ever played an instrument?
Hm. Violin, kulintang, angklung and yeah that's it. Oh and piano for sec1 and guitar for sec2. Though am trying to pick up the latter again. Sucked in all except maybe the second and third cos it doesn't require talent. Not really lah.

Do you believe in Bigfoot, or Sasquatch?
No.

Ever been to a palm reader?
Just friends giving it a shot.

Did they tell you the truth about your future?
We'll see.

What are you thinking about at this very moment?
That I need to wear that pair out more often cos it needs to be seasoned and I need it to expand.

Have you ever received a black eye?
No.

What is your biggest current disappointment?
That I did terribly for O's. Ok, it wasn't THAT bad. But still bad.

What are some of your favorite drinks?
Cranberry juice, ginger beer (which is not alcoholic, just to get that straight)

Do you have anything that hurts on your body at this time?
Nope. If I were emo and cheesy though, I'd probably say the heart, hahahh.

Have you ever ridden in a taxi?
Yes, duh.

What is the last alcoholic drink you had?
I'm an angel, I don't drink.

Did you do anything special last night?
Haha had dinner at Breeks and was for the most part, sitting on the steps of Paragon with Clara and Diana till right before the last bus leaves. Special not?

What is your very favorite food?
Hm. I like beef and chicken.

I don't know why exactly. But everytime I read that, I'll get really annoyed and get all "life's unfair, this sucks". Let's be reasonable here, cos I do have the right to.

Also, whatever happened to Shane West? He was great on A Walk To Remember. (which btw is as good as a whole different story! "adaptation" bull. AND YOU KNOW WHAT. I was looking out for all the great parts I loved in the book. Which of course had to not exist!)